When I am Sick

This morning on my way to the YMCA I got very sick, very fast. It was on and off so suddenly that it was probably something I ate but for the hour that I was ill my head raced to all kinds of places. Can I be sick too? Can I be sick when he has cancer? Who will take care of me if this is real illness? For an hour I went thru every scenario. All about scarcity: Is there room for me and am I allowed to be unwell? The vulnerability I feel in general became very specific.