Intuition

How do I tell the difference between intuition and fear? A lot of fears have arisen in me around John and his life. Is it my old fear? Projection? Hearing so much about people with cancer yesterday? Knowing that he is capable of telling lies? My own thought pattern of doubt? This is a crummy place to be and I want it to be different. The truth is that I want me to be different. I want peace for myself and peace in my own heart more than I want to be with him.