Years ago I read a wonderful book called, “Your God is Too
Small” by J.B. Phillips. In it he wrote about how most of us struggle with God
or faith because we keep making God too small—we make or imagine him like us or
maybe like a human with super powers—but even with the powers of the whole
Justice League of America—it’s still a human construct and hence, according to
Phillips, too small.
I thought about that this week when I was meeting with some
theology students and we were discussing some new ideas in Christian theology
and how there are some new ideas about God and evolution and how God may
intersect physics and God and Love may be he main construct of evolutionary
direction…yeah, that kind of talk.
At one point I said, “But what about a personal God?” and I
got the look, and someone said, “Well, I used to believe in a personal God but
then I studied…”The message was basically that believing in a personal God was
kind of juvenile or “early” in spiritual formation.
I do pick up that slight judgment in other places as well.
That look or word that suggests that those who (still) believe in a personal
God have not matured in their spiritual development. There’s a kind of
spiritual condescension, “Oh, I’m past the personal God thing. Now God is a
cosmic force or a New Physics God…blah, blah.
So me, doing my
daily—very personal—prayer starts to feel small—or worse—I feel unsophisticated
in my faith.
But then after confessing to my very personal God that I
feel small cause I’m not making Him/Her big enough, start to think, “Whoa,
isn’t making (perceiving) God as a distant, cosmic, force of the universe just
another way to make God too small?” (Yes, irony: in making God so big we make
him small again.)
Can’t God be galaxies-wide, loving, an impersonal cosmic
force and a personal shepherd at the same time? Why can’t God (we are
talking GOD after all) be BIG and small at once?
I think that Hillary Clinton can be the president of the
United States and Chelsea’s mother at the same time. So why can’t God be both
(and more) simultaneously?
Think about this: If we really grasp the Trinity and if we
swear that we believe in this three-in-one business then why not a God who is
all: all forms, all types, all sizes, all styles, all dimensions
simultaneously?
2 comments:
Your theology students are probably closer to the truth, and who still believes in the trinity?
I have a personal God who is BIG.
I hope others with whom I am in relationship notice. The problem, as I see it is not about God. The problem seems to be about us and our way of seeing- EVERYTHING.
My God is a friend, and lover. When I remember this my God is global and I am like God.
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