Poetry Month: Raymond Carver

Do you remember the moment when you heard, "It is cancer"? Raymond Carver shared this moment from his life and his cancer in his poem,

What the Doctor Said:

He said it doesn’t look good;

he said it looks bad in fact real bad

he said I counted thirty-two of them on one lung before

I quit counting them.

I said I’m glad I wouldn’t want to know

about any more being there than that

he said are you a religious man do you kneel down

in forest groves and let yourself ask for help

when you come to a waterfall

mist blowing against your face and arms

do you stop and ask for understanding at those moments

I said not yet but I intend to start today

he said I’m real sorry; he said

I wish I had some other kind of news to give you

I said Amen and he said something else

I didn’t catch and not knowing what else to do

and not wanting him to have to repeat it

and me to have to fully digest it

I just looked at him

for a minute and he looked back it was then

I jumped up and shook hands with this man who’d just given me

something no one else on earth had ever given me.

I may have even thanked him habit being so strong.

--Raymond Carver