Monday, June 27, 2011

Spiral Worries

Ugh..the worries spiral. Work, relationships, work, relationships. When I’m sad I don’t want to work, when I don’t feel like I’m working well, I worry about losing my job, when I think I could lose my job I worry about what will happen to the relationship if I lost my job. The spiral goes faster until I cry or get so mad at him and me, mostly me.

I know that prayer and faith is the answer but I fight to trust God.

That feels like my task today: slow down and trust God. Even though it seems like the most counter-productive thing to do.

I don’t know where else to put this but in God’s hands. And when it gets—I get—like this it’s the most impossible thing to do.

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